No good can come of this.
If this goes where it looks like it is headed, this sissy will very soon find that it has stained that beautiful silk Chinagirl dress with cum.
Moreover, once it has had its climax and doesn’t its juices, the arousal that bring out its girlie impulses and the urge to dress in girlie clothes will be gone.
No matter how beautifully it has applied its makeup and how feminine it looks in its dress and stockings, it will suddenly view itself as a male (even if only for a short while) and see itself as the vanilla world sees it - as a guy in a dress.
Torn between the man it thinks it should be and the feminine image it sees in front of it, it will be overcome by shame and self-loathing.
It will remove its dress and its stockings; wipe of its makeup; remove its nail polish and shower telling itself it it a man and will not do this again.
At times in its life, it may even go so far as to throw out all its girlie clothes, shoes, wigs and makeup in the vain belief that this will cure it of its urges and the behaviour that follows.
This rarely lasts very long - usually until it next sees an attractive girl.
It instead of wanting to have berm it wants to be her - to once again feel the soft friction of sheer hose on its legs; the tug of garter straps; the tight embrace of a bra; the raster and feel op lipstick on its lips; the click of a pair of sexy stilettos.
It will not be long before it once again finds itself before a mirror in exactly the same situation.
It is only young, but over time, it will come to accept that it is an effeminate sissy and that its life is one of shame and emasculation.
It can never be anything else.
Once it accepts this reality, it will come to accept that permanent chastity, with all its frustrations and humiliation, is preferable to the cruel torment of that vicious cycle of arousal, climax, self-loathing and denial.
Chastity has the effect of a drug that helps a sissy live with its defeat as a man.
By keeping the sissy in a state of constant, unsatisfiable arousal, the sissy never again has to stand before a mirror and look at itself as the vanilla world does; it never again has to feel that it needs to live up to a masculinity it is incapable of; it never again has to feel the the intensity of the torment of being torn between what it is inside and what its physiology suggests it should be.
Of course, there is always an element of shame and humiliation in a sissy’s life. Chastity doesn’t make it go away, but by keeping the sissy in a constant state of arousal, it helps the sissy to live with it.
In a perverse way, it is somehow liberating.
So very true dear…….. being locked up and unable to touch ones sissy clitty is truly the only way for a sissy to move on….. to become honest with herself and allow the real sissy inside to cum out.. accept her fate….. be the sissy cumslut cocksucker she really is……….. and when she experiences an sissyorgasm through the intense fucking of her sissypussy only than will she break free of the mental purging of her life……. and embrace her sissyness 100%… to be on her back, legs spread wide open, HIS cock inside her…… her orgasm subsiding.. she will look into HIS eyes…. with longing.. with desire.. with need….. “Oh Please SIR .. Please fuck me harder.. Please cum inside of me SIR”